sad pics and video clips

A quick comparison between a taped ET tube and a NeoBar (we prefer the latter--you can't really see his face with all the tape)...

(looks at those chunky arms!!!)

some sad videos from today... sorry, there weren't really moments of contentedness on my baby's face today. he's not the same Malachi I had all last week... he's definitely feeling bad.

This is a shot of his breathing before his ET tube was repositioned. somehow it had wiggled a full cm too low, and was not working as it should... (this is also what his breathing sort of looked like immediately after his delivery before his was intubated.


This is him right around shift change. He was given more sedation and then finally fell asleep. It hurts to see my son like this...