Saturday, January 8, 2011
So apparently, my mind has started blocking things out. I'm realizing my camera and I need to be good friends. Between the grief which shows up on its own schedule and the sheer lack of decent sleep that comes with a newborn, I don't remember much. This is fine for those moments where I feel like I've lost Chi all over again and the pain is new and hard. But for those moments where I look at Emerson and Jackson and I'm able to visually see and physically touch God's goodness, those I want to remember. I want to cling to. I want them to be etched in my memory forever. Apparently, I don't get that luxury for this short season. It's obviously bittersweet. I've got some photos to share later to document the last couple months, but that will have to wait until tomorrow ;)...
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